Diary of a Daddy's girl

She seemed innocent... until she opened her filthy mouth...

….and tears… Damn you ToB, I was almost over my drop….
templeofbabalon:

Sometimes little girls get sad, lost and lonely. Sometimes they feel abandoned, and become prey to the demons in their heads. Sometimes they are wrapped up in fear and self doubt, they stop making sense to themselves, they lose their sense of purpose. They forget that they are exactly where they need to be right now.
Sometimes they need someone to remind them who they really are, what’s really important about them, that they are capable of so much more than they feel right in that moment. Someone to cut through all of the crap, who will shout down the demons, who will destroy the damaging fantasies. Someone who knows how to strip them bare - utterly bare - and reveal that what they are at heart is simple, pure, and in every way perfect. To show them that their mind may be full of stupid thoughts, but that they are not their thoughts. That their emotions may be full of sadness and pain, but they are not their emotions. That what they really are… that thing, that energy, is irresistible, beautiful, creative and deserving of infinite love and acceptance.
We all are… Stripped bare of the foolish stories of the mind, we know we are so much. It’s just that some days we forget.. and get lost… and no longer know who we really are.

….and tears… Damn you ToB, I was almost over my drop….

templeofbabalon:

Sometimes little girls get sad, lost and lonely. Sometimes they feel abandoned, and become prey to the demons in their heads. Sometimes they are wrapped up in fear and self doubt, they stop making sense to themselves, they lose their sense of purpose. They forget that they are exactly where they need to be right now.

Sometimes they need someone to remind them who they really are, what’s really important about them, that they are capable of so much more than they feel right in that moment. Someone to cut through all of the crap, who will shout down the demons, who will destroy the damaging fantasies. Someone who knows how to strip them bare - utterly bare - and reveal that what they are at heart is simple, pure, and in every way perfect. To show them that their mind may be full of stupid thoughts, but that they are not their thoughts. That their emotions may be full of sadness and pain, but they are not their emotions. That what they really are… that thing, that energy, is irresistible, beautiful, creative and deserving of infinite love and acceptance.

We all are… Stripped bare of the foolish stories of the mind, we know we are so much. It’s just that some days we forget.. and get lost… and no longer know who we really are.

(Source: littlepetimp)

There is nothing, nothing worse
than disappointing Daddy,
being a bad girl,
and breaking the rules…
I’ve been struggling this week with my own set of personal goals and I keep fucking up.. Something in me is longing for a real punishment…
… that feeling of being lighter for having suffered… 
that feeling of relief, knowing I’ve been forgiven and that I am once again a good girl…
x

There is nothing, nothing worse

than disappointing Daddy,

being a bad girl,

and breaking the rules…

I’ve been struggling this week with my own set of personal goals and I keep fucking up.. Something in me is longing for a real punishment…

… that feeling of being lighter for having suffered… 

that feeling of relief, knowing I’ve been forgiven and that I am once again a good girl…

x

(via celticorca)

Not feeling particularly emo but decided to post a sad song anyway. ‘Cos I can.

Love the lyrics. So sad and so true for many.

“But you said your vows / And you closed the door / On so many men / Who would have loved you more”

What a beautiful song <3

“Your Ex-Lover Is Dead” - Stars

“This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn’t get in
Now you’re outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It’s nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn’t choose
I’ll write you a postcard
I’ll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love…

Live through this, and you won’t look back…


There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I’m not sorry I met you
I’m not sorry it’s over
I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save”